Thursday, January 14, 2010
A friend of mine told me to watch out for coincidents because thats whats happening.Like to today I was downloading a song by Evelynn Champaign King but Ican't remember how to spell it.It sounds like eleven which came up later today when my brother asked me if eleven was spelled with two ells or one while writing a check which made me remember Evelynn . One more clue and I may have something .Or maybe its just because I have a song stuck in my head by Scootle Royale about 911 that did it. I know this is the onset of dementia not to mention(there it goes again).So if somebody asks whats happening out there I can tell them I don,t know(honest) but it has something to do with Evelylin or eleven or 911.Jeesh,I hope not.My mothers' family come from the spine of Italy about just north of the kudalini area if it was a chakra.They do have earthquakes so I guess it would be shockra in that case.The point is is that the instinct to head for the hills when there is trouble is probably very strong in them.And I'm feeling it now.LA tends to have the effect on me after I,ve had time to settle down and remember where I am. The first time took me nine years.This time 5 months,enough to suspect a pattern in my leaky old brain.Not that Leaky although there is alot of Lucy in me.We're buds.Where was I?Oh yea,talking bout co-inky dinks.For instance Iwas listening to NPR a while back and some guy wrote a book about A.N.T.s which is for automatic negative thoughts crawling around your head.Well to a recovering alcoholic I was all ears with ants crawling around them.I know how negative thoughts can precede a slip so in my case they could be fatal. And then I noticed that the ants were coming in side to get out of the rain and I wondered if I was,nt living on top of one giant ant farm that extended for hundreds of miles maybe all the way back to Argentina where they come from.Resistance is futile.So I decided to make peace with the ants both the ones in the house and the ones in my head.After all I am the guest its their house too.I,ve learned to respect their ways and it has done wonders for my head. Arrevaderch.
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